Friday, December 31, 2010

lookin bac

so since its late & i really dont feel like doing anything i was flippin trhough my old journals and blogs and ^_^ man, i realized how fun life use to be, STRESS FREE

i really miss my childhood friends & fam bacc in shanghai :*(
i think going back really made me realize how much i changed & how lucky i am to still have such a supportive and heartwarming fam.
it really opened my eyes and reminded me that i shouldnt just leave my fam behind just cuz i live in such a nice area now.
now i kinda regret not learning my chinese properly
but thanks gramps and gramas for showing me that i can still be the same person i was and that i can be able to reconnect with my relatives.
i really wish i can stay longer but school -sigh-
inoe that u tell me to leave shang hai behind and focus, but i really want to see you again, before its too late
sigh, i wish u could read this.
& luv u auntz, thanks for everything u did for me, treating me as if i was ur daughter: my mom would always tell me u wanted a daughter
i wish u were still here & see how well everything is.

luvv u guys

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